Vague

Fast running out time terrifies me..

The details of the daylight hours become faint.

Hardly remember you..Barely remember how it

was your day hours at this time last year.

May be i'm under the pressure of nostalgia,

nothing more created by a huge cloud

of disappointment.

Details of my shattered life

from now onward is just a vague..

Nothing special..Nothing concerns me,

and then no meaning for my existence.

Exhale

May be it's time to face facts..

When we feel weekness,

we leave ourselves vulnerable prey

for the fun of the others

in the name of feelings..Drift

realize that we are simply swimming

as missing tones in the space of others..

I certainly will be in one day quite

sufficient for a tone,

but now emptiness fills me,

and i don't want to be associated

with any tones

cause silence is more comfortable

than unsuitable melody..

Deferred diary

* When you're with me

i feel that the angels

diplaces from my way

all the road's stones .

* No one asked me about my identity

You are the sun

that introduces me to the world.

* Between you and me

field's songs

and a silver ball

made from the strings of Narcissus.

* Befor sunset

the city of lovers closes it's doors

and drinks scarlet wine

until the next sunset.

* You are clear

such as clarity of angels

and prosperous

such as the memory of ST

and i since the first years

the chaos pupil

who lost his words.

* You are the fire that is formed

inside the marble's rose

and the Marble which created

from eyes tears. 

Waitiing God's Special Gift 'SOFIA'

Sofia is God special gift indeed
and sharing a God's creation -a want and a need
This year i have been waiting for you to arrive
You are the one to be born out of love,
and with love you will thrive.
Every day, I ask God to shine a smile upon me
Allowing for your presence to set you free
Welcomed into our home for a lifetime to share
Explained as a blessing with loving care
A growth and a knowledge of you I will learn
Your love and acceptance, in time, I will earn
ready for your arrival as never before
Excited to discover just what is in store
You will surely be loved by all , nurtured, and cherished
For all that you will bring is all that was wished
Together we await your sweet kind arrival..

Tarek

Treasuring Moments With Destiny

As i remembered,somewhere out there
it was cool and quiet..
We marched in peace along the way , a force felt came forth
"The beauty unheard, the words to be seen"
Step up-Lead with Love
Share the essence of change
Today, tomorrow, forever!
A part, integrated-a whole-never separate again
Reinforce the beliefs
Rearrange the wonder of complete Joy
A day, a moment-a Life!
Only as a true being with excitement can real change occur
Give the gift of the meadows-shared in the storms
Male+Female= a force not to be questioned
The colors resonate bathed in the warmth of understanding..

Tarek

Beauty- Reflection Along The Way

As i progressed through the second act , I realize what is still undone
Allowing the presence of mind and spirit to address this void

I contemplate the journey.
When the curtain falls, as it must some day
I will remember, I lived for today!
Never regretting time unspent
I savor the moments, the seconds, the hours, the days
Richness in spirit, integrity of heart
Together or alone with love; a great start
Gratitude for all of lifes bountiful gifts
Revelling in the knowledge-life can never be unchanged-nor would I want it so
Treasuring the friendships amassed, I celebrate!
For now a break in intensity of thought-for later a strength to rise above
With Peace I enter this new decade.

Tarek

Never To Quit

Any time things can go wrong, as they sometime will, When then road you are travelling seems all uphill, When the funds are low, and the debts are high, and you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit, rest if you must, but, never you quit. Life is queer with it's twists and turns, as every one of us sometimes learns, and many a failure turns about, when you might have one had you stuck it out.  Don't give up though the pace seems slow-you may succeed with another blow.  Success is failure turned inside out.  The silver tints of the clouds of doubt.  And you never can tell how close you are; it may be near when it seems so far.  So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit-it's when things seem worst that you must never quit ..

Tarek